Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Still Sleeping...

Still Sleeping

I woke up in you

do you get it?

I was asleep until now

and I'll never forget it.

I woke up in you

and now I'm awake.

When we walk together

It's the first steps I'll take.

I woke up in you

and now its real.

I'm actually as light

as my heart makes me feel.

I'm awake now

do you see?

Or are you still

deep asleep

in me?








Ten

Ten

10 seconds before it falls

and the shock wave kills us all.

10 seconds to remember

what we did on earth together.

10 seconds left to be bold

I grab her hand and pull her close.

10 seconds to regret

every second not well spent.

10 seconds me and you

and the memories of things we wished to do.

10 seconds, just 10,

till I'll never see you again...

Friday, January 2, 2015

My Dream Girl

My Dream Girl
Deer hunter VHS Dream


Sometimes when I dream

I dream of a girl.

Shes very pretty,

when I sleep she enters my world,

my dream girl whispers to me,

each and every night.

and if I try hard enough

sometimes I can even hold her tight.

in my dreams she tells me,

we could be together.

But says I don't love her enough,

for us to last forever.

Now every time I wake,

I do so in pain.

I try to love her more

so we can be one in the same.

I do my best to believe in her,

put all my chips in one basket.

Each time I wake up without her

my life feels more tragic.

Lately when I dream

Shes further and further away.

The lights are getting dimer

my optimism starts to fade.

I often wonder if this is gods test

and I pray to whomever will listen.

"Please don't take her from me,

just name your condition."

She feels like all I have left

and I just so scared.

That one day I'll fall into a dream

and she won't be there.