Friday, December 21, 2012

Stay on that grind

Stay on that grind

Fuck it

Kill em

That bastard ain't worth a shit any way

and I'm afraid of what he's gonna say

snitches get stitches

ain't that the truth

if this motherfucker has something to say about me

well he better have proof

fuck the bullshit

got better things to do

and did you rob that motherfucker

is it through?

stay on the grind

you ain't bout that life....

fuck your incompetence

get that shit right

crime fucking pays

if you have reputation

when in doubt

beat people for information

if you need something

use sheeple....

losing sleep?

your not my equal

this is it...

this is all I know

making money

and dealing with hoes

can't tell if this is me

don't know if this is what I'm meant to be

I mean, how can one be sure...

I was told making money

was the cure

so am I sick?

I can't even tell

this worlds fucked up

oh well...












Change comes

Change comes

My flag rises high

and I don't want anyone to know...

If I'm scared

I must let that go

change comes

so I will face it

and while some fight it

I will embrace it

and oh boy is it painful

it always is

when change happens

it never forgives

change comes!

and I rush towards it

while some cower

I want more of it

and I can't believe it

never could...

when change comes

so misunderstood

change comes!!

and I can't wait

some don't know

others full of hate

they can't see it

can't tell

what lies beyond

is not quiet hell

change comes!!!

and I can't sleep

I'm excited

not a wink

change comes!!!!

and I'm ready

can't settle down

or keep steady

change comes!!!!!

and I pray

let it come

I want it today

change comes!!!!!!

and I'm Ecstatic

fanatically waiting

so frantic

Change comes!!!!!!!

and I want

Change comes!!!!!!!!

can't breath

Change comes!!!!!!!!!

I'm shaking

Change comes!!!!!!!!!!

believe...




I'll stay with you forever.

I'll stay with you forever. 

I want this world to end

she said to me

I'm tired of this place

want to be set free

I said "ok

lets end it together

I disagree with you

but I'll stay with you forever"

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Your capacity to be all you can be

Your capacity to be all you can be

Air breath

so I believe

breath air

you can achieve

most certainly

should believe

and most definitely

can conceive

idea's of....

possibility.



The possibility of possibly

impossibly feeling at ease

despite a sea of cluster

you so hardly ever flutter

I see the strength you muster

and I value you so...

cause you breath air you know

so I think you'll go

and I think you know

at least I hope







Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Rotten

Rotten

Rotten

And that's umm...

well it's something

Sooo for some time I've been

well...

entertaining certain...

ideas...

is that ok?

I'd rather not go into details

too debauch

too obscure

too fucked up

So... lately

I've been feeling

crazy...

crazy, rotten...

and have you forgotten

that time when I

when you heard me cry

well maybe not cry

more like sob

well that was because...

yea I crossed a threshold

so umm... behold

cause this shit doesn't get old

and I get more rotten

until good people have forgotten

until they are forgotten

cause they are good for nothing...

and...I need help

but not as much as you...

have you given much thought

on how you plan to escape this room?







Monday, December 3, 2012

You can count on your enemy to stab you

You can count on your enemy to stab you 

At odds with one another

so let us fight

you can cut me up

till it feels right

but only if

and this must be on cue

you allow me to do much the same

to you

come enemy

let us do battle

one of us must exit life

with this I can settle

you can't trust people in this world

this much is unfortunate fact

friends will misguide you

lovers turn their back

only in your enemy

can one truly rely

at all times

they want you to die

the only relation

so pure...

it's comforting to know you wish to kill me

for sure

come rival

show me no ease

hack at me...

as you please

I trust your sword

put stock in your gun

I put faith in this relation

it's the only one...






Saturday, December 1, 2012

Glorious smiles and wildfires

Glorious smiles and wildfires

I end in tragedy!

I end in death!

and I'm looking for you

 to spend what little time I have left

I'm making moves

I'm dancing fast

trying to make enemies

the good kind that last

I use to be careful

but to hell with it all

the best part of falling

...well its the fall

I want to embrace the absolute

can't change my nature

destruction is my friend

why make her a stranger

we are all chain reactions

like spark to flame

life is short

and what reminds?

so burn with me

lets blow up

the heat from our fire

will be enough

lets blacken something

reduce it to ash

our destruction

will spread fast

lets end it

in tragedy

tragically

just you and me

with glorious smiles

and wild fires

your a Kugelblitz

that burns for hours

the one a only

my propane

my wildfire

my dame




















Helium rises

Helium rises

Helium rises
so breath that shit in deep

I tried to take you seriously
but your voice started to squeak

Helium is one hell of an element
and we are Carbon based just for the hell of it

carbon and water
well what are ya gonna do...

I'm not sure how many things it takes
to make up all of you

I hear you are made out of stars
and that's makes sense to me

cause when I look into your eyes
heaven is all I see...

The old man and the turtle

The old man and the turtle

The old man walks with a turtle on his back

maybe that's how the turtle likes it

sometimes the turtle moves

when it gets excited

I hear that turtle is the last of it's kind

while there are plenty old men left

now that I think about it

they are both old, creeping closer to death

the old man smiles

maybe the turtle does too

they walk the road

like it's the thing to do

and the young don't get it

it will take them years

they are too far down the road

no room for fears

too wrinkled for regret

too wise for tears

in a way smiles are all they have left

oh and they have each other

and the fact they still draw breath.









I had to change one of the words


Yellow

is not blue...

but it is red

but not to you?

wait wait wait

no that's light 

it reflects all colors except...

no something's not right

I think soon there will be a shift

WhErE uP BeComEs DoWn

and I give up

I might not be around

My head is cluttered 

and I'm not getting through 

with every outlet 

there is nothing new

and I feel the pressure 

oh yes it is mounting

so maybe soon

I will turn into a fountain...

Some kid went blind today

Some kid went blind today

Some kid went blind today

third one this week

they say you can go blind

if your future gets bleak

well... hell I don't know

anything might be true

If not it's just a rumor

what else is there to do

so some kid went blind

well actually this kid was a dude

and he went blind

when he saw his girl with some guy she screwed

but ain't that just the way somethings go?

you can't let others make you go blind ya know

well I don't know, hell it might not be true

it might be a rumor

what else it there to do?


Saturday, November 3, 2012

Art & Fame


something doesn't have to be complicated to be deep

you don't have to speak in riddles for people to know what you mean

you don't have to try hard for people to like you 

things don't have to be edgy to be in clear view 

you don't have to be gory to get an idea across

you need not suffer to keep an idea from being lost

speak a word 

 or play a tune

draw a picture 

you will see soon

if you are true about a cause

if you are right to yourself

someone will listen

cause that feeling is wealth

art & fame

keep it in perspective

above all

don't forget your objective

a word, a tune, a picture

they can be a spark

but only if an idea

it true of heart






Tuesday, October 16, 2012

The Youth who knew it all

The youth who knew it all

If there is one thing I know about school 

its that it's atrocious 

the classrooms and teachers

they are ferocious

the homework and tests

they are so brutal

competing against our peers

for there approval?

how dare these people challenge me

how dare they ask for better than a C

how can they claim to be doing this for me

my future is bright

education or not

I'm the center of the universe 

I guess they forgot

I am so very perfect 

so perfect I can't even see 

the fact that the faculty are trying to help me

so grand I can't even tell

without an education I wouldn't do very well

so spectacular that it does not occur

all the opportunity this place offers

I am great all I need do is prove it

my ignorance is an asset I'd rather not lose it 

and what of an institution that wants me to do better

regardless of this I'll regret high school forever

people say hindsight is 20/20 but that can't be true

even if most claim to have loved school...

Monday, September 24, 2012

A field of flowers

 Field of flowers

Your past is one of mud and dirt

everyday a fight

society of weeds

battle for scraps of light

your way is one of mud and dirt

never getting anything new

staying in shady places

with the sun never in view

yours, is a life of mud and dirt

and you've been hurt

but you will one day bloom

for what it's worth

because you are one with mud and dirt

and one things true

where there is mud and dirt

life springs anew.






 








Wednesday, August 29, 2012

entropy kisses

Entropy Kisses

An entropy kiss

soft to the touch

Land on the ground

had enough?

An entropy kiss

behind the glass

Taboo PDA

so make it fast

building sand castles with no water

trying hard to recover

trying hard to lover her

trying hard...

unbuilding

to make waste

falling in,

and

out of place

Inevitable nothing

All in the end

turn towards me

enough of them

we'll ride this shit

that's what we'll do

putting pieces together

despite how few

till there is no more

things to view

and entropy takes us

me and you

boundless, endless, magnificent, splendor

destruction is the thing to remember

an entropy kiss upon the cheek

the concept of nothing need not be bleak

and I'm in love with the concept of nothing

cause nothing is something

and something is

something...

Monday, February 13, 2012

An earth poem

An earth poem
Music by flying lotus MmmHmm

Breath in the warmth of life
behold the boundless wonder
grasp some love in the world
share it with another

Paint a soul because you care
taste the waters of understanding
remind someone that hope is near
and that we are still standing

You are a testament of love
out of all the confusion
your dreams are grand ones
please pursue them

Only things from earth
can understand earthlings...