My secret goodbye

 My Secret Goodbye

Scared to write my last poem

cause it means beginning something new

when you think your good at something

sometimes it's too good to be true

a part of me wants to keep writing

now until the end of time

but my compulsion stops me

in the back of my mind

I feel like some people read

but I'm my biggest fan

I feel like someone might understand me

but I'm the only one that understands

with my poems I reach out

but my words stand alone

somehow I manage

cause my words are my home

this is my goodbye poem

it's not in the set

this is my uncertainty

here's to my regret

this is the hope

that I get to achieve

all of the dreams in

which I truly believe

that I go somewhere

in this wonderful world

hopefully in hand

with a beautiful girl

I hope you've enjoyed this journey

in some little way

you now have a piece of my mind

come what may

this is goodbye

for now I'm done

I attempt my own advice

and head towards the sun...



So I felt like writing something, but I couldn't because I'm only doing one more poem and this isn't it. So I wrote a poem about how I secretly want to write more poems. I wrote about how I won't let my self and I wrote about how I will miss this. Sometimes we are our own worst enemies. But I will move forward and I think this is best. ( I think this gamble is best...I think) I want to hope I've made some people think about life. that I'm not just saying shit, that I got this message that maybe you should hear. Hopefully someone will see. Then it will all have been worth it.