I want people to see me as a villain

I really like this song today.

But then the user got rid of it then I couldn't remember what song it was so...here is another song
Hopefully I diden't post this already...


Too easily do I get caught up in cycles. So very easily do I get swamped with repetition. So I decided to take a note from Hey jude  and just write some shit. Last time I posted I wrote a story now I feel like I should be writing a story. But to keep coming up with new contend is kind of a lot of pressure so I think I'll just write for now.

Other people seem to have interesting things to talk about. Well I don't well nothing to terribly relevant I'm human you know. So my moods change write now I feel content which means I'm lax. This is pretty common for me. It might be the default for this blog.

I dislike writing... even more I dislike reading ( this relates directly to why I'm stupid). But for as much as I dislike writing I do it. Because I think I'm good at it (how narcissistic right?). And maybe because deep down I like it (I really don't know yet) I write lots of poetry I like every single one of them, but I never tag anyone in them. (there on facebook). I've been thinking I might post them here at one point. But it would be one hell of an undertaking. There are now 85 of them...

My thoughts travel faster then my fingers so I seem to skip words when I go back and read things. Sometimes I write other things entirely (it might be a subconscious thing!) I'll fix what I caught but don't expect me to go back and read this stuff that's not what this is about (I'm not sure what it's about). But if something read wrong bare with me please. I'm not that smart. ( I think I'm really smart but can't spell worth a shit)

I think I'm going to be honest writing this (I hesitated as I typed that) That means I'm gonna be honest with shit. It's a scary concept I know if you don't like it I urge you not to read past this point. I have a fun idea if it's in parentheses then it's a hundred percent what I'm really thinking. (promise) 

I'm a wanna be artist I want to get better though I'll start practicing once school starts. I want to do a comic or something I need more dedication. Ya know I write how I speak I ramble. These things could turn out to be pretty long. (I might even convince myself one day that I'm a writer).

(I love this life but I'm kinda bored I'm looking for someone)

tell you the truth this whole thing feels girly. But I write poetry and that pretty girly. (this thing is red, is Girly not a word absurd!)Not sure what to say about that. I like Dinosaurs I think that should some up my masculinity. 

I'm running out of stuff to write about right now. Just as well I got nerd stuff I should probably take care of  so heres some art stuff I did last semester.

I got inspire by some banksy art and had to draw a rat. (rat one of my favorite animals by the way)

I did this for an upstart company Apparently it's on a T shirt somewhere ( I never got one >:(   )

My traditional art is better...