Is there something more productive you could be doing?

 Music Daedelus Our last stand

Is there something more productive you could be doing?

I am unsure

what am I to do?

I am unsure

I'm without a clue

I can't spend my time wisely

I lay awake

and when I have an idea

It's a mistake!

...I am unsure

where the fuck do I go!

what the fuck should I do!

and how will I know?

where is my direction?

where is my guide?

and how do I feel

less lost inside...

I am unsure

at least I think this to be true

I feel so lost

I want to feel something new

enough with uncertainty

enough with the hesitation

clarity in occasion

in order to reach

elation

and maybe

purpose

to counter pain

in order for

exsistance

to be

explained?